February 2023 – Audio Version

I arrived with a heavy heart and my thoughts in turmoil. Indeed, not the mentality I had been in only hours before. The nervous excitement and tantalizing anticipation pushed to the far recesses of my mind as a ghost pulled at my heartstrings. My senses felt fried, and I had trouble calming my nerves as my brain ran scenarios and plans for my safety. I regret that I could not set aside my fear and anxiety so I could properly devote myself to Venus and Her Love. 

They were gracious and lighthearted. A fitting bottle of Ménage à Trois filled my glass, and my shoulders began to relax. Venus is an excellent conversationalist, and I listened, grateful for the splendid distraction, and my restlessness gradually ebbed away. 

They planned a relaxing evening for us, complete with a projector movie and cuddles on the giant couch. Cowboys and bad guys chased each other across the screen as the three of us burrowed together. Her Love positioned between us would occasionally pull each of us close for a warm embrace. I rested my head on his broad shoulder and stroked her arm as it draped over his chest. 

My eyelids began to droop. The dark wine and warm comfort of their presence brought peace, and the solace of the puppy curled on my lap was too much to resist. Feeling safe at last, my mind and soul relaxed. I slept against his chest for the next two hours.

Chagrined and blushing, I woke in the middle of the show, but they merely chuckled and pulled me in for kisses. Ice cream and chocolate followed as we finished the movie. It was one of the most tranquil Saturday evenings I have experienced in a long time. No pressure or expectations. Just content to be near one another. 

We had started cleaning up when he drew me close, kissing me with his entire body. My Inner Goddess poked her head up. “Is it really happening tonight?” She whispered. The next moment, Her Love pulled his Venus into our embrace and passionately kissed her. My Inner Goddess tingled at the familiar allure of their bodies as Venus leaned toward me. I kissed her eagerly.  

The commanding masculine kiss of a man lights an inferno in me and turns my knees to butter but the kiss of a woman. Sigh. For thousands of years, songwriters and poets have attempted to capture the magic of a woman’s kiss, but who among them has truly seized on the rapturous beauty of the female kiss? My heart fluttered, and I felt like a giddy schoolgirl as she pressed her velvet lips to mine, her eager tongue seeking the taste of my kiss. 

Taking each of us by the hand, he pulled us into the twinkly twilight of his room. Everything was prepared, the bed, the lights, and the implements of pleasure and pain. A small heater warmed the large room as we disrobed.  

Unfortunately, just before his kiss, I had checked my phone and read the numerous missed messages. The ghost was back, and my mind was once more churning, my anxiety through the roof. My Inner Goddess was forgotten as my heartburn boiled within me. I had hoped the chocolate from earlier would have relaxed and put my mind at ease, but the stress returned double-fold. This was not how I imagined my evening progressing!

I lay face-to-face on the bed with Venus, our naked bodies entwined as she softly kissed me. I couldn’t focus, and willing away my troubled thoughts was not working. I wanted to be there, to be fully present. My anxiety threatened to overwhelm me, my nerves caused me to tremble, and after our initial kisses in the kitchen, I could not rouse my Inner Goddess.

I took a gamble and confided my plight to Venus. The whole story tumbled out in disconnected sentences. As I shared, I felt silly and ridiculous for worrying and letting my situation get in the way of our intimate evening. Her Love had curled up at some point, spooning his warmth against my back. I had been so inside my head I barely noticed his nearness. 

Venus listened, concern slightly furrowing her brow as she stroked my hair. I love having my hair stroked, especially over the temple. It’s a secret sensitive spot that soothes my inner child. The gesture recalled precious memories from my childhood as I rambled about the worrisome situation. I sincerely wish I could remember what she said – I am drawing a blank. Notwithstanding, my heart heard her tender words because they lightened my spirit as she whispered, acceptance and security once more settling my flustered mind. 

I breathed and relaxed. Still lying on my left side, I kissed her over and over while she kissed me back. Behind me, his hands began to caress my body. Sandwiched between Venus and Her Love, my body ceased to tremble, and I felt the whispers of my Inner Goddess returning. 

They were slow and patient with me. His strong fingers slipped between my legs, gently spreading them as he sought my goddess. His breath hot against my neck, I arched against him at his intimate caress. While in front of me, her hands glided over every inch of my skin. It was like slowly waking up to the most magical and intimate experience. 

His fingers moved to her goddess. I watched as exquisite pleasure radiated from her face. He brought her one, two, and three orgasms. She alternated between crying out and moaning as she bit her bottom lip. Then, he turned back to me, and in moments, I was cumming for him. My Inner Goddess was now vigilant and eager to participate. 

He is an incredible lover, and as he buried his face between her legs, I pulled her closer, covering her delicate skin in kisses. She came in my arms, her back arching as he licked and sucked, over and over until she giggled. Finally, he rose above us and presented his face so I could taste her sweet juices. I lapped his face and his chin and kissed him. I was beginning to feel like myself again. 

It was my turn, and my toes began to curl before his face was even halfway to my goddess. My thighs already glistened from tasting her. I felt his warm mouth, his scruff scratching and tickling, heightening my pleasure. I felt her kisses on my neck, her hands on my breasts. I came over and over, clawing at the bed. Endorphins and oxytocin were finally released and coursed through me.

It was about here that the chocolate from earlier began to assert itself, fuzzing some of my memories. I know I was in complete control of the following events, but I remember them, possibly in a different order, almost through a vignette filter. The delicious memories are there, but the edges are tinted and slightly hazy. I recall positions, kisses, and orgasms, just not necessarily how we got there. 

…Blur…

His body casts a shadow across us in the faint, twinkling light as he embeds himself between her legs. Her chin tilts as she throws her head back and digs her fingers into his thighs. I pull back to watch them: Venus and Her Love. I was almost afraid to breathe lest I break the spell intertwining their souls. He bends close and tenderly kisses her-their lips linger for just a breath. The memory of the two of them moving in perfect harmony and the pure unity between them will be a vision I cherish. 

…Blur…

He is still between her legs and continues thrusting, alternating between slower and faster movements, taking his time and enjoying her body. Between orgasms, she begins whispering naughty things in my ear as I lay beside her. I had been kissing her, but now I lay mesmerized by her words. Do I want him? She wants to watch him take me and make me scream. Do I want him inside me? And more. My Inner Goddess is euphoric. 

Gawd, I do. I want to writhe in Venus’ arms while he rides me over and over. I want to lose myself in their arms as my orgasms rip through my body. I hesitate. I want to be cautious. Is that really what she wanted? Will she be angry if I cum? “Sweetheart,” my Inner Goddess cooed. “What did she just say to you?” I nod my assent. 

He leaned close and kissed me, I relaxed as I felt her delicate lips on my neck, and I tilted my head further to the right, giving her full access to my throat. More kisses. He moves across the bed toward me, and I unfold my legs to him. Foil tears, and he enters me. I am helpless, my goddess needs this, and we cum as the blazing light of my orgasm blinds all senses.  

…Blur…

Venus whispers something in my ear. I glance at my Inner Goddess, both of us not entirely sure we heard her clearly. Finally, she repeats, “Would you crawl on top of me and let me taste you?” My eyes dilate while my Inner Goddess clasps her closed fists to her mouth and squeals. This is a first for me. “Are you sure?” Venus nodded emphatically. 

Her Love is moving within her body once more. Facing him, I grasped his shoulders for stability as I gently lowered myself to hover over her face. Venus wrapped her arms around my thighs and pulled me onto her face. What words can describe the ethereal feeling of her lips on my goddess? Her sublime tongue licked and explored. I clung to him, my arms barely wrapping around his vast shoulders as I lost myself to this new experience. When she began to devour me, I clung to him, trying not to dig my nails into the flesh of his back. I sought to temper my orgasm, afraid I would drown her in my nectar. She was unrelenting, and I came over and over as she ravished me.  

…Blur…

I sit to the side, my right leg bent beneath me, my left stretched long above her head. I checked in with Venus. Anxious that her side of the experience was not satisfactory, but her beaming face encouraged me. My Inner Goddess nearly had a heart attack in delight when her fingers reached for me, pulling me back on top of her. 

…Blur…

Her Love is reclined on the bed while Venus straddles him, resplendent in all her glory. I am once more privy to their adoration. Their glow fills the room with Love. 

…Blur…

I kneel over his face, his body prone on the bed as Venus takes her pleasure. My nose brushed against her nose, and I groaned and clung to her body as he buried his face in my goddess. We hold fast to each other, sometimes orgasming together, other moments, I am holding her face in my hands as I kiss her. 

Concerned about suffocating him, I reached back and grasped the headboard behind me with both hands. It was a perfect position. I now had the leverage to lift myself as needed. Zealously he brought me to yet another orgasm, his tongue working overtime. My pearl is swollen with desire. Every flick of his tongue sent me over the edge. My heavy breasts bounced as Venus and I bucked in unison. The three of us were pleasing and pleasuring until our bodies glistened from our exertions. 

Magic sealed the door, refusing to allow time to enter and disrupt us. I lost count of my orgasms as I gave myself over and over to their skillful touch. The night was ours. 

…Blur…

The room is dark, the twinkle lights no longer gleaming, as I note a fan has been switched on. I am resting on my right side but do not remember lying down. Drowsily, I feel his arm underneath me, the reassuring weight of his body pressing against mine. My body is too deliriously exhausted to wonder when we stopped and how we got into this position. I sleep once more. 

…Blur…

Several times, unwelcome nightmares invaded my dreams. Once or twice I panicked, unsure of where I was and in whose arms I was nestled. Whispered words of endearment were spoken into my ear and assuaged my fear, allowing me to fall back to sleep once more. 

…Blur…

Morning arrived, and with it, the realization that I was in bed with two glorious naked bodies, legs and arms intertwined. Sleepy kisses and caresses. Her Love rose, ready to start the day. Venus and I cuddled close, taking our time to wake up. Our conversation was light as we held each other. Soon, the savory scent of cooking bacon lazily reached the room.  

The bedroom door opened, and Her Love entered carrying two breakfast plates, a hot mug of coffee for Venus, and marvelously steeped black tea for me. Somehow he knew I take mine with milk and sugar, and this small detail absolutely tickled me. The breakfast sandwich was perfectly toasted as if lightly kissed by the sun. I did not realize how hungry the previous night’s activities had made me. I felt like a queen next to a goddess as we lounged in bed, laughing and munching. When I finished, I held my tea to my chest, reclining on my left hip, and gazed at Venus. The golden morning light silhouetted off her cute button nose, over her delicate lips, and down her chin. Once again, I don’t know what we discussed that morning. But, I know I reveled in her company. 

Her Love returned to the room and crawled up from the foot of the bed. He had a mischievous look on his face as he growled about it being time for his breakfast! He took turns with each of us until we were panting and giggling from our shared orgasms. Then, we collapsed once more into each other’s embrace. 

After a time, we rose and prepared for the day. We spent hours together, doing a bit of baking, browsing the local shops, and enjoying a gorgeous spring day. Yet, for all our time together, my mind always traveled back to the phenomenal feeling of our naked bodies under the cool sheets as we drifted in each other’s arms and into dreamland. 

XO, Elsie