My Inner Goddess was ablaze with unchaste and promiscuous thoughts, goaded by Jack’s sincere enthusiasm. Bewitched by his sordid descriptions, my fearful and cautious mind could not formulate any semblance of rational logic. This lack of hesitant constraint was a relief to my impetus, Inner Goddess. 

Honestly, how many people really accomplish anything in the last moments of their day job? I sighed. My Inner Goddess felt like an overwrought racehorse, rearing in the starting gate, all pent-up energy begging to be released! Would 5 PM never arrive?

The tiny sapphire tendrils that escaped my ponytail are damp and limp on my temples. I cannot stir, but he can. Through closed eyes, I feel the heat of his body radiating on my glistening back as he prowls over me. How can he still move?

Peeking through my scrunched lashes, I witnessed the raw brawn of Jack’s tight, robust body as he toiled and executed the destruction of my mind, body, and soul. The image incited my orgasms to new heights until my muscles shook in magnificent agitation. 

And then there I was, panic challenging the endorphins and adrenaline coursing through my veins. My body glistening and reddening from the relentless pummeling of his hips. My fingers gripping the bedsheets for dear life.

“You have two options,” I say, my tone indicating that the situation before you is really quite simple. “Choose option A or B.” Again, I offer no further details. You look thoughtful as you consider my words, unsure of what I have in mind.

The self-imposed blindness allowed my ears to focus on the almost farcical wet squishing sounds as my saturated body attempted to maintain its suction-like hold on the masculine force advancing and retreating within me.

The whole situation, my still-clothed body, Jack’s naked form towering over me, the piercing light of the afternoon sun, and the happiness of my heart were almost too much to fathom. I pulled him closer, deeper, widening my hips to welcome him in as every cell of my body cried for him, yearned for him

Relationship. Why was that word so terrifying? Why did even speaking the words send me flying back to the safety of my fortress? It was not fair to Jack. Like my demons said, maybe I was too much. 

I grinned devilishly at my Inner Goddess’ readiness, her lips dripping with waiting kisses as she watched Jack fasten the door and clamber into the back seat next to me.